~Ever ponder about your blog’s existence?

Koike♥Yui

The spam here has been getting weirder and weirder like “someone”/ “something” left me a “comment” linking to a vagina tightening cream…..who knew such a thing existed?? A~h thank goodness for WP’s great spam filter as well as my not needing the aforementioned cream @ this time lol =). Mm..well maybe after childbirth “they’ll” leave me that “comment” again and then there’ll be some relevance perhaps although just the thought of being too loose there*would be most depressing I think =(!! Some doctors who deliver babies have a wonderful sense of humor too though like a friend of a friend’s wife who not only videotaped the birth but also just how the doctor took a comb and gave her a side~comb……um “hairstyle” down there* shortly before her baby arrived (。ーωー。)笑。I guess that sort of thing helps to relieve some of the anxiety or stress in the room? Okay I know you didn’t come here to read that……sorry I do tend to babble but you probably already knew that :P.

Gosh VideoPress I think has been down for most of the day?…..the videos here are working okay again now thankfully =).

I don’t know but maybe there are others with similar thoughts at times? As I’ve recently been questioning myself over what am I doing here?….like when I took over the Vox blog in 2007 I guess my thoughts and hopes were to meet friends with similar interests and tastes and learn many new things too but somewhere along the way this blog now at WP isn’t quite even that. I sometimes think it’s because I have no actual format here or rhyme or reason as entries here have always been pretty random most of the time whereas most blogs I think have definite themes they cover or specific genres…….for me I tend to just write about whatever comes to mind on any given day so it can get pretty out there on some days I know and then a bit naughty on others but hopefully mostly cute♥ on most days or at least amusing or fun in a little way =). It’s taken a few months since moving here to WP for friend visits to grow back up towards what they were before at Vox although they may not reach that again =(……and overall there’s been about 317 friend visits per day and a little over 9500 each month on average but it’s rather that number which really makes me wonder what am I really doing here? What I mean is that if not for sitemeter stats I would think that about 5 friends visit this site each day based on what is visible and not a person more. Just to be sure, I promise I don’t bite…..I just nibble sometimes (。ーωー。)♪..and if you’re the 18,000th comment you win!!!!!……okay just kidding as that number is quite a ways away like over 300 away :P. But really I think it’s also because blogging is no longer a free passion to have as WP does charge for any additional space and with my last renewal being i think it was $159 I guess thinking about blogging itself comes to mind much more than it did before when Vox was free. Basically I never thought of stats as a reason for blogging as numbers don’t necessarily equal friends♥ nor do they share passions with you or tease or make fun or converse with the good or bad. It’s like without friends’ interaction on a blog, in time it can get pretty meaningless. So then I think that maybe I’m uninteresting or what I write about here is uninteresting?……but to counter I go back to thinking about those who do visit here daily and monthly so maybe there is something interesting here I wonder? With blogging in general also the language barrier comes into play whenever guests arrive who don’t primarily speak your language and I’ve noticed in WP stats that there are frequent translation engine pages being used to read my text although I must note that sometimes details of thought into words do get lost~in~translation with such a utility and whereas most posts here are typically being translated into Japanese on these sites much of my lame humor and inside jokes don’t quite get their real meaning I’ve noticed xD. And in the past I used to hear complaints about how Vox required registration and sign up just to type anything there but now all you really need is a name as I so wanted to get away from the required sign~up thingy.

Oh~ I think I just used up nearly a gig of memory to Fukakyon♥ the other day (・o・)??、..well I think something near to that I apologize as it now may take forever for things to load here properly on the main page (._.;). I tend to be photo~♥ happy mostly and i know it’s not always a good thing =/….but I did reduce the number of posts on each page to just 2 (temporarily) so hopefully that will help to quicken things up =).  So getting back to what is this blog really? It’s definitely not a news blog and there’s some great ones out there and I tend to post about releases as I receive them in the post as i don’t download anything when they first appear on the internet so even those posts are late a lot of times……and by then are they still relevant?…I don’t know. I sometimes cover idol♥ passions from the past in retrospect and there’s a lot!! more there to get to in time and just I guess I’m really random here so there’s no telling of what may appear next (。ーωー。)♪。There’s also the issue of older posts here written before coming to WP losing all media so videos and audio are now broken links but I have begun slowly reloading the media to some older favorite posts and so far there are quite a few of them out there and you can always use the “request” tab atop the sight if you’d like to see any particular older (Vox) post(s) get back their media….I’m really happy to do that anytime =). So what does it all mean?……..I’m now thinking that many of my posts are lost in translation to non~English speaking visitors, I maybe tend to attract the lurking type :O, this site is totally random and messy with no real genre or theme (random :P…), I definitely have no need now for “vagina tightening cream” and I definitely don’t bite o(*´∀`)o゛♥。

Hm. Even this post is random (・_・)。

I just don’t know how I’ll feel the next time a renewal for more memory here at WP comes up……to keep writing a blog without much interaction is an empty feeling and i don’t know if anyone else out there feels that too…

Oh and the reason for today’s Yui~chan♥ scans is that last night I began feeling badly after changing the site header here and then I thought to myself well I never did scan any of her pb to share here so to apologize to Yui~chan♥ here a just a few oh~so~adorable photos o(*´∀`)o゛♥!

Koike♥Yui

Koike♥Yui

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Koike♥Yui

Koike♥Yui

Koike♥Yui

Koike♥Yui

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Koike♥Yui

Koike♥Yui

Any recommendations, thoughts and feedback is most welcome♥….hope to hear from the 300 of you soon! (just kidding :P!!!)

(*´∀`*) ♪

About MorningBerryz

Lover and free spirit who's interests in Japanese culture and the like are insatiable. I am of pure Japanese/Okinawan descent, love my cats, sleep and am a bit naughty at times :).
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8 Responses to ~Ever ponder about your blog’s existence?

  1. I love your blog!! (an’t say anything else, to intranced by yui chan)

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  2. xmangerm says:

    Have a nice weekend.

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  3. Pyon says:

    I adore your blog too. I’ve been lurking since your Vox days, but I have been commenting recently. I understand your feeling very much. I wish there was something I could say; I’m not sure what to say. Only do what makes you happy! But as long as you are blogging, I will continue to come and comment ❤

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    • I guess sometimes I get the bloggy~blues =/…..it can get lonesome here and yet I see that there are people here all the time so I begin to wonder if maybe I need to do something differently or better? Thank you~* for understanding my feelings so much. W~ah you were visiting back at Vox? Arigatou~♥! I’m thinking that when the next time for memory renewal arrives here I’ll know much better on whether I’ll continue to blog or not……it could be a ways away still so my feelings may change then =). Thank you for your thoughts so much it means a lot to hear from you as I know most will remain silent. Thank you o(*´∀`)o゛ ♥。

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  4. Mike Avila says:

    You know we love your randomness! Lol Really, this has to be a great passion for you and it’s rather awesome to see someone so enthusiastic!!

    I was pretty much a lurker before I came to your Vox. I think you know it’s ok to post less, if you are busy. Everyone wants you to please yourself first.

    Alright, get some rest!! ❤

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    • It’s very lucky =)…..or this blog would be in trouble as it’s nothing but randomness and i think I strive on randomness even though it’s not intentional really. I’ve had a bit more time recently to be online and I guess I was feeling a bit bluesy the other day when I wrote this (>_<);、mmm I can be a bit moody and it's not necessarily to blame that* which we all have at some time in the month xD.

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