Shortly after posting last night I had a sudden worry and couldn't get to sleep (;_;)….just wondering if I had written enough in the intended context and worrying that maybe there now may be a dislike for me with my new~found fandom which would overwhelm me with sadness (´⌒｀。)。 I recently mentioned a shift in my idol experience and the following is an day later~edit~in which is now taken from the previous post =).
My H!P love is no way wavering o(*´∀｀)o゛♥♥♥ as I'm by no means leaving my fandom♥…it's just a shift at the very peak of my interest and I actually have a lot more H!P releases~* on pre~order at the moment than AKB =). I have adored H!P from their very debut single "Morning Coffee" in real time when I purchased their single~* in February of 1998 when there wasn't a "H!P" just yet and there was only Momusu where the most dynamic of members and awesome songwriting attracted me so much….my love of H!P can never go away it's just too much a part of me (*´∀｀)。
As far as any H!P vs. anyone it just doesn't exist for me as I don't see how feeling like you're aren't able to embrace any new found love because of any current one should affect oneself…(of course with marriage and my one and only special love it's definitely another case as it's my one~and~only for me always (人∀`*)♥♥♥！） I've actually touched upon these sentiments and how I feel anyone should be able to listen to anything because variety is the spice~* of life and what makes one happy one should enjoy without feeling any inner clash within or otherwise ＾ ＾。 If one loves Harry Potter surely they can also love Narnia…what touches and moves you which is what music and entertainment is is most personal~* and I just don't see the need for any vs. sentiments about fandoms.
In the case of the members of a group I read often times about fans disliking members of another group because they're seemingly overshadowing or taking away from another group or artist and what saddens me is that these girls/guys aren't responsible in any way for this….I mean each individual member is going to their job (ie: idol♥) and trying their very best to be the best that they can. So to dislike of them for this reason seems unfair as if you were to put yourself into any one of their shoes I think you'd certainly be hurt reading about or hearing how fans are disliking you based on your group being popular and it having nothing to do with your character, values or upbringing. If an idol commits a crime I can totally understand fans turning on them or losing interest and questioning their morals but these girls/guys are simply living a dream~* of theirs to be idols and hopefully achieve success. I think any fan having the chance to be in their shoes would love to do the same and not feel any backlash or dislike for simply being ourselves and striving for success each and every day~.
I hope all visitors♥ can find it in their hearts to be happy for my joy of discovering a "new" group in AKB which makes me smile while their music moves me and while I'm still learning each of their member's individual personalities 😛 and matching faces to names, it's just another facet of my fandom♥ in J~Pop and I really hope that no animosity or dislike of me arises as since I've been in my mid teens I've loved, listened to and supported by purchasing many different groups and artists' releases~* and will continue to far into the future…..anywhere which my heart and ears leads me to. And for all fellow fans of J~Pop or any other genre of music who may be reading, I hope you can also listen without prejudice and like or love whatever attracts or moves you without any pretenses or restraints from within or otherwise ＾ ＾。