傷跡?!!!(´⌒`。)

今日は。。。

。。。あたし。。

。。ヤケドしたぁ!!   

いだい(ノロ≦。)!!!

You don't want to know…(u_u*).

If you've been reading here for awhile then you surely know that I'm so much a clutz~!…sort of clumsy?…not very agile?…maybe so bad ne~?  ・゜・(ノД`)・゜・。!!

Today has been……..well Yahoo just ate (゜ロ゜ノ)ノ an e-mail that I had been writing for 45 minutes to a *friend*..so not good! (;´□`)!and now…well..

..this will be short…

I'm in a lot of pain now……and worse…………….

………….I tend to scar~……………………..

……………………(;゜□゜)!!!!

So not good.

This is so not *pretty*~!

どう~しよう?(._.;).

About MorningBerryz

Lover and free spirit who's interests in Japanese culture and the like are insatiable. I am of pure Japanese/Okinawan descent, love my cats, sleep and am a bit naughty at times :).
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67 Responses to 傷跡?!!!(´⌒`。)

  1. omg what happened to that (is it leg or arm) ? Hope it get well fast and won't leave scar.

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  2. Craig says:

    If you follow this advice it won't detract from your personality at all: When you are doing something (even if it's just boiling water) make it a little seriously, then once the matter at hand is finished say for example the tea is made… then just drop the tension and be yourself again. It won't turn people off you because when they see your face go from serious back to charmy again, that's a little marvel in itself.

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  3. Guldari says:

    Did you get hurt?It seem to be painful.When I do exercise, I often used to get hurt.However, if think positively,The wound is that occur for doing hard something.I want to recover fast!

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  4. paul.thomas says:

    Ouch! Well if it scars at least you can make up an exciting story as to how you got it ;p

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  5. batmite1 says:

    Oh my that looks really painful!

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  6. matsuzy says:

    uwah!! :(( although you have a tendency to scar.. i still hope it wont be a scar..

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  7. Jeff D says:

    looks like a burn, hope it didn't hurt much!

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  8. I burned my upper thigh during one of my not so smart or agile moments…the only lucky thing is that it's high enough that I can keep it covered up with most of what I wear. I've been treating it with some aloe now and I'm so hoping that it goes away without leaving any scar (._.;).

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  9. I can't even go into details of what I did to get burned in such an odd place on my body (+_+)。。and after reading your comment I'm thinking that I so could use your advice~. I'm not so much afraid of what others will think of me in this sense…as I am made fun of quite a lot it seems although it's mostly just poking fun at me and nothing meant to be hurtful…(^q^). It doesn't hurt too much now but I so don't want to have a scar on my thigh even if it's not visible most of the time depending on what I'm wearing (´⌒`。)。

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  10. For the first two days it was really painful (´⌒`。)。。but it's gotten a lot less sore now. But it's still so ugly to look at (ノロ≦。)!I'm using all of the treatments that my doctor recommended as I so so so don't want it to leave any scar. It's on my thigh and that would be so horrible for others to see (・д・`*)。I try to do a lot of stretching before any type of exercise as it can really help you to avoid any injury from doing something strenuous. And the older one gets…I think you must stretch and prepare even more it seems~….luckily I'm still very very flexible~ ^ ^。

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  11. I'm sooooo hoping that it heals so well and I've been keeping my burn dressed with everything that's been recommended by my doctor. That would be so awful and so not pretty if I needed to tell everyone just how clumsy I am (ノロ≦。)!and what I was doing when this happened (;_;). It's in a place where I can hide it depending on what I wear but if I were to go to the beach it would be so awful for others to see and I may be too uncomfortable to wear a bikini anymore (;´□`)。。。it looks a tiny bit better today so I hope it'll heal without leaving any scar or any mark of any kind. Hai~ I received it early this morning…..I'm sorry that I'm replying so late as I know you must be asleep by now ( 」´0`)」Zzzzz!

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  12. It did hurt a lot (;´□`)!but my doctor's treatments I think are making it much better….just no scar please as it would make my legs look so awful (*´艸`)。

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  13. paul.thomas says:

    Me? Sleep? Lol, you've got me confused with someone else ;pWell as long as it's healing ok that's the main thing.

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  14. E~h?! isn't it like 3 am there?!! (・_・)。。。aw you're so funny!!…(^q^). I try not to look at it too much as I keep I'm keeping it bandaged up to heal…but when I shower and I'm trying to wash my legs there it is (ノロ≦。)!Hai~ I received three messages this morning….I'm replying to VOX messages and e-mails now….stupid me wasn't online yesterday so they've sort of piled up on me (._.;)!

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  15. *Thank you* matsuzy…I'm really trying so much to have it heal well and hopefully there'll be no scar as my legs would look so awful if that were to happen (;´□`)。

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  16. At first I was more embarrassed but then the pain came in (;´□`)。。。and it's on a really sensitive part of my leg so I'm trying to be so careful in treating it so that it won't leave a scar. When I was little I have tiny scars from falling down (u_u*) so I just remember my mom telling me back then that my doctor said that my skin type tends to scar (´⌒`。)。。。。but I've never been burned before so I'm so hoping that this won't leave anything after it's healed.

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  17. Jeff D says:

    usually burns heal up pretty well (assuming it's something like you quickly touching an iron or something) I just banged up my knee playing softball. Got home to take a shower and felt a sting and realize it had actually cut the skin and bled a bit. Seems to be healing well though. I put a picture up on Facebook I'll have to add it here too.

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  18. It was really quick as I screamed and my entire body I think was in shock…I've never been burned before so when it began to look like this I couldn't stop crying (;゜□゜)。It just looks so awful and it's on my thigh so it's so so noticeable (;_;)…*thank you* for your encouragement as I feel much happier now~ (*´∀`*) and the pain has mostly gone away. A~h…oh no that sounds so painful and you must be really strong to not notice your cut until later!! I *hope* Jeff-san can heal well and quickly too~! I'm afraid of softball..and if the ball came at me I think I would avoid it and run away making me the worst team mate…(^q^)!

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  19. Jeff D says:

    Really? I can't remember the number of times I've burned myself over the years, especially since I started cooking more!I'll tell you what though, I will take a cut over a burn any day. Burns HURT.Haha, they condition you early (I started playing baseball at five years old) so that you are not scared of the ball.

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  20. I really need to be in the kitchen so much more (._.;)! My mom is currently teaching me how to cook much more properly as till now I could only make curry and simple things like….um please don't laugh (*´艸`)!rice, somewhat of an omelet, ramen, salmon with seasonings and vegetable dishes. Maybe a little bit more but not too much as I guess I've been spoiled by my mom's cooking and I've just failed at learning. My brother says that guys won't want to marry me unless I can cook (;´□`)!so I've been trying to learn much more and more recently~. Sorry I'm sort of babbling now….in describing why I may have not been burned before ( ̄▽ ̄)。This is my first one but you're right as the pain really did stay with me much longer than with a cut although I haven't suffered a cut in a long time…I must sound so sheltered as I don't get hurt very often….(人∀`*)!A~h! sugoi! '5 years old?!' that's so young to begin playing ne~! I can only play tennis as a tennis ball doesn't hurt too much well unless I'm hit while near the net but then I'll use my racquet as a shield instead~…(^q^).

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  21. Jeff D says:

    my only cooking advice is don't be afraid to fail or burn something. Just try to make sure you know what you did wrong so you can avoid doing it again. I just started making bread, which is tough but a lot of fun. And yes, my brothers and I were playing sports at a very young age. It probably kept our parents sane and channeled our energies to something productive.

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  22. *Thank you*~~!…your advice gives me a new approach to cooking as I'm usually really nervous when cooking and so yes~! worried about doing something wrong. I'm keeping a notebook with both recipes and preparation notes and times of how long any of the cooking should be done so hopefully I'll improve so much more! I think you were so lucky to play sports from so early~…my parents tried to teach me soccer when I was little and I was able to play on a team…..but I was so little that I would be over powered by everyone else so….later it was tennis and happily it's one sport that I love and can play okay I think~ ^ ^。

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  23. Jeff D says:

    First thing I ever cooked was chicken parmesan for a girlfriend, had the phone at my ear and my mom walking me through it and I still burned the first batch :)My dad would play sports with us until I was about 15. At that point my two brothers and I were all at least as big as he was and I was significantly bigger. He said many years later that he knew it was time to give it up when we actually hurt him unintentionally a few times. 🙂

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  24. Sofia says:

    Geees that looks painful! I hope that it won't scar to badly…I have a few not so pretty scars – because I'm a clutz too – and it's not something you wish for ^o^

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  25. akaisuki says:

    so not good at allit is healing nicely nowadays? (cuz my comment is late) -_-

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  26. strawberrie says:

    Oh that looks like a nasty scar. I hope that heal wells.

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  27. batmite1 says:

    Glad your better.

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  28. I really could have learned so much so much earlier had I not been so indifferent to being in the kitchen (>_<); my mom cooks so wonderfully and she knows so many recipes that I'm only now beginning to ask to learn about. That's so *cute*~!! learning on the phone from your mom and so sweet♥ to be cooking for your girlfriend o(*´∀`)o゛。。。I think you must be the most *wonderful* husband~. I'm going to have a new approach to cooking as I'll always remember your advice in my heart…so I'm going to do my very best from now on~. ^ ^A~h! your poor dad!….I'm kidding but that's so funny that he shared that with you much later~…I've always been tiny..still tiny and no longer growing…(^q^)!

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  29. I think it's fading a tiny bit now~…but I so want it to all be gone (;_;). Hmm…I think I must be much more klutzy though (ノロ≦。)!*Thank you* so much for your well wishes o(*´∀`)o゛。。。my bf♥ has been kissing my burn daily saying that it'll go away and I really do hope so~.

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  30. *Thank you* アカイスキ~!U~n…I think it's fading a bit each day~ and now the pain has gone away so I think it's healing well. It just looks so awful and I so want it to go away soon~.

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  31. I'm really hoping that it'll fade away completely and I've been using all the treatments that my doctor suggested in healing my burn…right now it looks much more awful than it feels but I think it's getting lighter and tinier each day~. *Thank you* so much strawberrie~! ^ ^

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  32. *Thank you* so much~! o(*´∀`)o゛。。I think it's healing and fading too~.

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  33. strawberrie says:

    That's good. I remember one time I woke early enough that I decided to curl my hair for once. Well the curling iron slip from my hand and I'm trying to catch it. Good news: It didn't hit the floor. Bad News: Well, when I caught it….it landed right on my eye so I had a hard time paying attention in my psychology class because my eye lid was burn. It look so bad the first day but after putting the burn cream on daily I was luck it heal with no scar.

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  34. Sofia says:

    It's good that it's fading, I'm sure it'll be gone before you know it ^_^. Ah, he he perhaps you are I don't really know…You're so welcome! ♥ Awww….Your bf is soooo sweet to you!

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  35. Jeff D says:

    I didn't learn anything about cooking until I was in my late 20s, which I'm pretty sure is older than you are right now so you shouldn't be too worried about it. Yes, sometimes our family wonders why my brothers and I are all over 6 feet tall while my dad's sisters are about 5 feet tall 🙂

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  36. A~hhhh!!! that's so scary!!!! (゜Д゜;) I don't very often use a curling iron but they seem like they can be so dangerous…that must have been so painful to have a burn on your eyelid (;´□`) I can't even imagine being hurt there. =( Thank goodness that the cream healed it o(*´∀`)o゛!!That's so so so frightening!!!

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  37. Today it looks really so much better~…and I find that I can *smile* again ^ ^。I'm still wearing dresses to work though but the cream and aloe seem to be doing really well~. At first I was like E~h! as I thought he was being naughty (。ーωー。)。。。but instead he was being sweet♥~ (人∀`*)。

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  38. Mmm….I'm "mid" to latter twenties~ (*´艸`) now…and so many people I meet here think I'm much younger~ especially cashiers as I'm constantly being ID'd when I purchase merlot~…(u_u*)! I'm going to try to make up for so much lost time and I really want to say *thank you* so much for being so supportive and inspirational to me~ o(*´∀`)o゛I'll really do my very best from here~.W~ah!! you're all so tall!! \(^o^)/☆ I wonder why so many of us girls are so little ne~…I'm always looking up at people all day~ ( ̄▽ ̄)。

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  39. Jeff D says:

    See, you really haven't lost any time at all. I think for most of us learning to cook comes a bit later in life. And you're right, you do look pretty young at least to my eyes. I had a horrid time guessing how old women were when I lived in Tokyo. We'd do it as a game then approach them and ask. I was almost never right :)Yes, I'm above average in height that's for sure, though in Japan it was much more pronounced because I'm both tall and have very wide shoulders. I always laugh at my friend Anne (who is Taiwanese though I went to school with her in Japan) and calls herself the tall one amongst her friends, though she's all of about 5'2. My final advice on cooking is this: Pick two or three things that you like and get good at cooking them, to the point where you don't need a recipe to make them. That should give you the confidence to start experimenting a bit and then you can start having fun cooking instead of always worrying about burning things.

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  40. Sofia says:

    Oh that's so great! I'm happy that it's getting better ^ ^. And keep wearing dresses, I'm sure you think about it a lot more than anyone else does.HI hi…I can understand that (I would have reacted the same I think), it's a good thing he was beeing *sweet*

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  41. I cooked some Italian pasta this weekend~….I think it turned out okay (*´∀`*) although I know that noodles may not be so difficult to cook but the sauce I think turned out delicious~…or maybe everyone was pretending…(^q^)!I sometimes meet people whom I later find out thought that I was just graduated from high school~! (・д・`*) and I do later think about things and notice that sometimes I'm treated differently when people think I'm that much younger~. Oh I would be really bad at guessing ages too for sure! That sounds fun~! and it's so cute that you would then ask them to see if you're correct! ^ ^Hmm….my neck may hurt looking up to you~ ( ̄▽ ̄) and being little has lots of disadvantages like not being able to reach some shelves even at work for me~! (;´□`)!Aww I'm not much taller than your friend Anne and that's so *cute*!! she must have many tinier friends~ o(*´∀`)o゛。I'm trying to do this now and I want to say *thank you* so much for sharing so much advice and kindness with me~…it really means a lot and that you take the time to reply to me o(*´∀`)o゛♥♥♥!

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  42. Jeff D says:

    The pasta sounds good, I'm about to head over to a friend's house for football and am bringing some bread dough so we'll have fresh baked bread by the second half!Funny story. Before I got married I lived with two women, both of whom were about your height. One day I come in the kitchen and one of them had opened a cabinet down low to stand on, trying to reach something on the top shelf of one of the upper cabinets. She didn't see or hear me so I walked up behind her and reached over her shoulder and grabbed what she needed for her. The next day I re-arranged our cabinets so that all my stuff was on the top shelves and theirs was lower so they could reach it :)A group of us went to Odaiba Onsen right before I left Japan and Anne was among them. We were sitting next to each other and I happened to look down and notice my feet were at least twice as big as hers….probably bigger. We laughed about it and I told her, "well I am over twice as big as you so that makes sense!" :)And thanks to you for a peak into the crazy insane world of Japanese pop culture! Plus you always seem in a good mood when you post, so it keeps me positive 🙂

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  43. Wow you're so amazing to be able to bake your own bread~! (*´∀`*)….hmm football..I most likely going to watch on Monday as I love the Broncos~ ♥♥♥. My father used to watch so much football when we were together and he liked the Cowboys so I decided to like the Broncos because I liked their orange outifts~ ( ̄▽ ̄)。 I later had an athlete crush on John Elway (。ーωー。) but they haven't been very good since he left I think……but maybe this year will be better ne~. A~h that's so sweet and funny~!!…you would be like my hero too as sometimes I'm hopping up and down trying to get things up high…(^q^)! And on a silly note maybe it's a good thing that I'm tiny as I'm really really afraid of heights!!! (ノロ≦。)!Okay that doesn't make any sense I know (._.;).You're really so *thoughtful*~ you'd be the perfect roommate ne~!W~ah! maybe I could hide my feet under yours too~! I think women must feel really secure being with you~ o(*´∀`)o゛You're sweet..thoughtful and you would protect us from harm ne~ (*´∀`*)。 One day I so want to visit an onsen too~…just to experience it at least once I think…..I've watched some programs on t.v. where they've shown the onsen experience and it just looks so *cozy* and like it'd be so much fun to be there~. U~n! I try to be genki and I know I tend to post such silly things (。ーωー。)。。。and thank you so much for your conversation and wisdom~ you're helping me to become a better person and one that will be able to cook properly one day soon~! ^ ^Have fun watching football~! =)

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  44. I had sort of a clumsy moment yesterday so now I have a bruise nearby but happily my burn is really really going away now and it's just a tiny blemish that's left but I think it will be gone too~. Hai~ it's been longer dresses for sure to work~ I just know I would be made fun of if anyone there were to see my burn and then I would have to confess to how I got it which would garner me clumsy awards…(u_u*)!

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  45. Sofia says:

    Hi hi…I have quite a lot of bruises due to clumsy moments too, but luckily bruises fade and so does burns so that's good. I can understand that, it's always a little embarassing to have to tell people about the most clumsy things you do ^o^

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  46. Jeff D says:

    Bread is actually very easy, it's just that before you do it you think it's really hard. It also smells great as it cooks. Denver is good this year. 5-0 so far I think.Onsen is very relaxing, though of course you wouldn't be getting stared at because you aren't a huge, white hairy guy with a tattoo!So we cooked bread and watched the Patriots win 59-0…that's a good day!

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  47. When I was little our school visited our Loves♥ Bakery here and the scent of bread baking is so *yummy* ne~! I once saw a bread mixture at Costco for sale but I wonder if it would be so simple for me….hmm maybe in the future ne~. I think I may watch tomorrow if I get home early enough from work…..recently we've been having overtime hours so I may be stuck somewhere not knowing what's happening in the game~ (u_u*).A~h! lol I think others may just wonder who is this tiny person who doesn't quite have the right accent of Japanese~ (人∀`*)。。。I only sometimes sound a tiny bit native but because English is my first language it fades in and out~ so odd I know (._.;). Wow~! sugoi! so many points?!! A~h! Tom Brady is really *cute* too~….um I'm sometimes not really watching football for the same reasons as you are…(^q^)!

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  48. Jeff D says:

    I forgot, you get to watch Monday "Night" Football in the afternoon don't you? That must be interesting. I need to visit Hawaii one day!And I'm shocked you find Tom Brady cute. Shocked I tell you!!

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  49. A~hhh I just got home barely in time…..(turns t.v. on…….yokatta it hasn't begun yet~!) I'm usually not too excited about watching a game…well this much…(^q^) so some of my co-workers were making fun of me just before I left in a hurry~ (゜ロ゜ノ)ノ!They kept saying that there must be a really great shoe sale starting today so you need to let her leave as soon as possible (*≧∀≦)☆★ ↓I really don't buy that many shoes♥….as long as I have one that matches each outfit I'm okay ( ̄▽ ̄)!A~h I think he's really handsome~! even when he appears to be so angry so much while on the field…hmm..okay it's his fired up look ne~….but he's definitely *cute*!! o(*´∀`)o゛

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  50. Jeff D says:

    You're a woman, of course you own a ton of shoes. I think I have about 10 pairs fi you include flip flops :)yes, but intensity is cute too right :)Good game so far!

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  51. A~h you know ten is a lot~!…..I'm kidding!! (。ーωー。)!If I had just ten I would cry I think (;´□`)。。。 but as long as guys know that we go through so much in finding the perfect shoe~ all for you~ ~ ♥~ so that we can look *pretty* for you ne~ o(*´∀`)o゛♥♥♥ so….the next time your wife asks to go shoe shopping~ it's because she ♥'z you so much~! Hm…you're not going believing a word I say….I wonder…(^q^)! Intensity can definitely be so *sexy* and Tom Brady is ………(゜∀゜)………。Brandon Marshall is a giant! I love him!…….a~h~!!

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  52. Jeff D says:

    I tend to look at things other than shoes, but I guess you have a point. And unfortunately my wife and I are splitting up, so I won't be asking her much of anything going forward. It's for the best, believe me. I'm kinda looking forward to being single again in a few months!

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  53. When we're in love or we so want to make an impression we shop for shoes♥~!…okay that's not entirely true…well I'm just trying to justify owning so many but um…….we must have shoes for every occasion and style…and mood and color and well….(^q^)! Oh no I'm so sorry and it's so bad of me to bring about such feelings…I apologize so much. =( I just feel so sad when a marriage ends as my parents were divorced when I was little….but I truly wish for you to be *happy*~ and I know that relationships can change so much over time….I feel really sad though but you should be happy and I think you're *wonderful*.

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  54. Jeff D says:

    Oh I know, and we appreciate the effort you all put into looking good. Though I'll say this, the kind of woman I look for is one who if I woke up and rolled over to look at her I'd think "wow she's beautiful." Thanks for your kind words, you have nothing to apologize for. I'm glad we did not have children and only have *thing* to divvy up. That makes things much easier. I plan on getting myself back into some semblance of good shape, finishing up the divorce and then just focus on meeting new people and seeing what happens. That's tended to work for me in the past.

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  55. Hmm….so I guess shoes wouldn't work on you~? ^ ^ Well you've probably seen what I look like without make-up and when my bf♥ and I first started dating I would fall asleep with my make-up on night after night (u_u*)…so when I finally did remove my make-up before we slept the next morning he made so much fun of me like who was this person??? (人∀`*)。。。a~hhh he's seen me without make-up before so he already knew whom he was dating but he's so sweet♥ and cute~!! I wish I could be so naturally beautiful but I'm not that blessed…(u_u*). I think you're really a sweet~ and you'll surely meet someone♥ very loving..again I'm so stupid to assume such things and I'm really sorry for being so insensitive to you (._.;),

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  56. Jeff D says:

    I never said that, I'm just looking elsewhere first is all :)haha, I'm glad you took his teasing as the joke it was!You're very cute, don't underestimate yourself!No need to apologize, I just started telling people about the divorce today, no way you could have known.

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  57. A~h okay o(*´∀`)o゛ you just made me smile~! Being *friends* since childhood has made us really so comfortable with each other…hm maybe too comfortable?…we can say anything to each other but he really is the sweetest♥ person that I've ever met~ o(*´∀`)o゛。Mm I'm not used to being called cute and really most of the time the opposite really….my mom always tells me that I have much too low self esteem but there are just some things that have happened to me in past which are difficult for me to forget. But my bf♥ makes me feel so special although I'm not sure if I deserve it…I love him so much.I imagine it must be so difficult but thank you for being so open with your feelings~…I truly wish for you the most happiness….gambatte kudasai~. ^ ^

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  58. Jeff D says:

    Very good, it sounds like you two are a great match. You know, I've only run across a few women (who I've dated, I mean) who really had good self esteem. My wife is very similar. She lets things that happened in junior high school still affect her to this day. That was 25 years ago, and I can't understand how she refuses to live for the future and instead lives in the past. Such is life…Thank you again for your kind wishes, I will need all the strength I can get the next few months.

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  59. A~h! I'm so giddy~!! \(^o^)/☆。。。now if only I were able to wear this cosplay like Broncos outfit that a friend gave to me awhile ago to work tomorrow…but I think I would surely be sent home…(人∀`*)!No cheerleaders allowed at work I think…(._.;).

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  60. I've had one relationship end really badly and it's one that I don't really want to think of being a relationship as he wasn't at all who I thought he was when I met him….he tried to force me to do things that I told him that I didn't want to and it really ended badly but he was never able to touch me in any way which I owe to a best friend so much for how he helped me in the worst moment of my life. A~h I'm so sorry for saying so much….I sometimes just have these emotions come up…(u_u*). I hope I can be supportive for you~! If you even feel like expressing your feelings or just would like to talk I hope I can be here for you~. I know it's such a private matter so I just wish to cheer you on from the side~ gambatte kudasai~ ^ ^。

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  61. Jeff D says:

    Funny, the relationship you mention sounds very much like mine. I feel like the woman I'm divorcing is not the woman I married. I agree too, relationships aren't about changing people or making them do what you want, it's about loving them for who they are.

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  62. I couldn't agree more and I know that my mind is yet so naive in my thinking and experiences but I'm always thinking how two people once so much in love can move apart so much…I was still quite young when my parents were divorced so I wasn't as hurt as my older brother was =( but as I've grown up it still weighs on my mind. I know there's really no one answer as every relationship is unique but as you say no one should ever feel the need to change the one the love for themselves…you do truly love them for who they are, that's so true ♥.I've always been really honest right away even if it can be a bit awkward in some instances about my belief to not have sex until marriage…..he really made me believe that he respected how I felt but it wasn't so. He tried to force me to have sex even as I kept saying that I didn't want to…..and if it weren't for a friend being there and following us to stop him I don't know what I'd be like today or if I would be still here. I've really tried to erase this from my myself but it's something that I don't think will ever truly go away for me….sorry I'm rambling now…(u_u*)

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  63. denadel says:

    auch that looks painful! I am happy you recovered fast 🙂

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  64. Jeff D says:

    Good for you on sticking to your guns. If someone truly cares about you, they will respect your wishing on things like that.

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  65. *Thank you* so much denadel~! o(*´∀`)o゛I'm so so relieved that it healed so well and yokatta!! no scar and it's now completely gone~.

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  66. I think a lot of guys may have avoided me due to this though…(._.;) but it's truly what I believe in for myself but it hasn't been easy at times with there always being pressure. And….um girls have *needs* too~! so well……I keep myself happy when I need to~ (。ーωー。)。

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