恋♥

Tadaima~

He just left….

And I received a few PMs on my BlackBerry saying to not write in Japanese entirely and I'm so sorry as I just felt in that moment that I could better express myself without feeling so *dorky* (looks at CK! (。ーωー。) ) if I wrote my thoughts that way (/∇\*).

I so don't want to sound as if I have a school girl *crush* but…..it's difficult to contain myself at this moment.

Perhaps I shouldn't be writing this right at this time but I so so so so so so so so so so *adore♥* him!

He was….I want to say different and I know it's in the sense that we already know each other really well as we've been friends since my early teens, so even if it was a first♥date it really wasn't like that at all. Like someone who's been there for so much of your life suddenly has feelings♥ for you that I just never imagined. I mean we've known each other but there were never any signs…..what are the signs??? I must be lost (+_+).

But I've been here before…..and I know it's just a first♥date but still I feel so ………(゜∀゜)………。 (*tingly*) inside~..like I know this is *special*….any more *tingly* and I would need to change (*´艸`)!

ヽ(。´▽`。)ノ。。!! 

And now I've shared too much…(^q^)!

Good-night!♥ (。ーωー。)笑

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About MorningBerryz

Lover and free spirit who's interests in Japanese culture and the like are insatiable. I am of pure Japanese/Okinawan descent, love my cats, sleep and am a bit naughty at times :).
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17 Responses to 恋♥

  1. solo-kun says:

    Yay! I'm glad you're happy.

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  2. Craig says:

    Ha the tingles thing was funny 🙂

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  3. Tingly is good!!!
    🙂

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  4. CK says:

    Wow, that was some first date! I'm glad you had such a wonderful time 😉

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  5. anninjapan says:

    good to be in love ne 😉 happy for you 😉

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  6. *Thank you* so much Solo-Kun!…so sweet of you! o(*´∀`)o

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  7. I was reading again what I had written last night when I may have been *floating* a bit too much in ~♥~ (*´艸`)!!…that was too much too much information…(^q^)!

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  8. ヽ(。´▽`。)ノ。。!..A~h I'm a bit embarrassed too though~…(._.;).

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  9. *Thank you* so much CK….I know it's only been one date and this morning but I *feel* as though I've already fallen –>♥~ o(*´∀`)o゛. But I don't want to frighten him (・д・`*) so I won't move too quickly although my heart tells me differently right now.

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  10. *Thank you* so much Ann! o(*´∀`)o゛..and I haven't had these *feelings* for awhile so I think this may be *special*.

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  11. I'm-bare-assed as soon as my date will allow!!!
    😉
    Oh. -Embarassed…
    lol
    😉

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  12. omg! you're so funny!! Ummm…no nudity on first dates♥ though!…(^q^). Although he does owe me a *naked* moment of his still but I won't say anything more than that. (。ーωー。)

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  13. James says:

    I'm away for a little bit and look what happens 😀 I'm soooo happy for you ^_^ And *tingly* is a good feeling =] Oh, and I wont say "I told you so" 😛 Ja ne~

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  14. Hi James,*Thank you* so much and you truly did encourage me so much even if I was so unsure of myself. (*´艸`)!…that um sort of slipped out there but I feel so attached to him and not just emotionally~ o(*´∀`)o゛♥. Me without make-up may (゜Д゜;)! you though…..XD

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  15. Alezra says:

    Woooooaaah you are prettifying! x3 Uuuuh *Wushi Wushi*Awwwww that's so cute! Wow actually i had a crush on my childhood friend last year and i still like him really much… But i guess i was way to scared to tell him how i felt… but my feelings changed, now that he's happy with another girl, and i'm good friends with both of them, she's japanese and really cute xD Huhuhu! I love to kiss her cheeks xD Hahah!U know i think you didnt se any signs of him liking you that way cuz' you always saw him as a friend… Guess if I werent that good friedns with him he would totally have realized by now xD Woah scawry xDHuuug! And good luck hon' ❤ ❤ ❤ /) /)( . .)c(")(")

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  16. One of my friends is learning to be a cosmetologist and make-up artist so she sometimes likes to practice on us~…..I can never seem to put my own make-up on as well and lol I guess that's why she's the professional. XD Otherwise I don't normally look this way (._.;)!I so know how you feel as I'm the worst scaredy cat when it comes to confessing interest in a guy…:/ I'm *happy* that you're friends with both of them which is really sweet and I know it may have been difficult…or I think I may have had a difficult time seeing a guy I had a crush on with another girl. I know I'm weak that way….(+_+).I think you're right and it's very true as to how I saw him as a friend and just never imagined any romantic feelings between us. I wonder if a lot of us do this whenever we're already so comfortable with a guy that it can be difficult to move to a romantic relationship? *Thank you* so much Alezra!~♥~./\_/\.(='.'=)(")_(")

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