He just left….
And I received a few PMs on my BlackBerry saying to not write in Japanese entirely and I'm so sorry as I just felt in that moment that I could better express myself without feeling so *dorky* (looks at CK! (。ーωー。) ) if I wrote my thoughts that way (/∇＼*).
I so don't want to sound as if I have a school girl *crush* but…..it's difficult to contain myself at this moment.
Perhaps I shouldn't be writing this right at this time but I so so so so so so so so so so *adore♥* him!
He was….I want to say different and I know it's in the sense that we already know each other really well as we've been friends since my early teens, so even if it was a first♥date it really wasn't like that at all. Like someone who's been there for so much of your life suddenly has feelings♥ for you that I just never imagined. I mean we've known each other but there were never any signs…..what are the signs??? I must be lost (+_+).
But I've been here before…..and I know it's just a first♥date but still I feel so ………(゜∀゜)………。 (*tingly*) inside~..like I know this is ＊special＊….any more *tingly* and I would need to change (*´艸`)!